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livejournal. would not be used anymore cause i like dont know how to function it that well. toodles <3333

Yesterday was super fun cann.

firstly,mardhiah came to my house at around four plus after meeting faisal. then fika came. and then fuad. we slacked around then decided to lepak at the playground.

mard was really depressed cause she didnt get to study. sorry babe, i promise the next time kay. today or tml!
haha&playground was a whore. we acted like setans man. haha. fuad was suckish. i took his bag, his cap and his watch. then tk happy nk keja2. da gitwuh. he carried me and turned me over then he put me on the ground. this is when, i unconciously sprained my wrist i guess.(but he apologised after i called him to tell).but its getting ok already. haha. and fika got her reward, not me. cause why? i had asthma kejar-ing him like mad. damn its. ahha. i dont care lah. you owe me means you owe me kay.

but he says that he'll never meet us if there's no other guy followin ever again cause we like to bully him. hello, you were super rough wimme kay. look at the video lah ika record during the challenge and all. tk respect gegerl uh kau.

lets see next time alright.and this time you cant go home early. ! =P

after he went off.me , mard and ika waited for him to come.
walau.my hp got scratched by fuad already bad enough. i was talking2 then i suddenly terlepaskn the hp and it slammed on the pavement. i was so shocked i like couldnt pick it up back. haha. lame sia.

finally, he met us and we headed tm to teman ika jumper her sheikh and urm mard headed home.(haiish).over there we're like so0o0per blur of where to head. ika and sheikh lah.da nk kua tatau ner nk g. then went inside CS. naek2 tingkat behtu.in the end, we said puas atie g lepak bwh block or sth kan. so we did that. went to sumplce near tm and sat. i played swing with sheikh. then fika. haha. i like the way i play swing with fika. got alot of nice STYLES. huahua. disgusting, really.

he kept quiet all th way so i got mad and started to ignore his presence.talked to sheikh and ika.crapped alot with the 7up. then we all hadto head home. sheikh took a cab..ika, me and him walked to the mrt.ika took mrt and me and him walked home.

i kept stonely quiet all the way as he asks questions like "Asal diam jer and whatnot". haha. but finally when reaching i starteed to talk cause kesian (:

well, then the anger went awayy. and then saw daddy under the block so headed up after det. reached hm at ll when i promised mom at 10.30. she slept already so yea.

some picsss:DDD


me fika and fuad's hatt in my room


adidas reunite<33 blue rocks-er.


fika and fuad


me N fika & thats dyk at the background


three amigos.(dyk didnt wanna join)


guru aku tersyg <33


nk amek gambar gler uh


to fika from haneef. hah. jadikn dyer ex kau uh bkn aku. haha


nk step malu2.dalah bisuuuu.


dengR2,best per amek gmbr nie mcm.

♥that'sallfolks♥

12-13 feb
school has been a (whore). seriously.
its like bleahhhs. im never doing anything right like that.
wtfh. shall be happy cause the next day's val.hardly any hw still :D

14th feb.
even worse. dreaded sch. but no hw, again :)
met him at six under the blck. saw farah at outside sch bustop.
went to sumwhere near the connecter to somewhere near town park to pasir ris park.
the trip home from pasir ris park to interchnge=WOW. slept the whole way. super tired.(not mentioning super pissed cause im determined to get ZERO for hmly ca.WOW.EXCITING SIOL).then the trip from int to home was even nicer. the bus had better air con and i slept even longer. woahhh. finally went home at eleven :)

15th feb
School was err. like ohkay uh. the day was super elongated can. blahhh.felt like aeons.
erh, i hated the period after pe.yes, recess. cause of ___ and ___ and her ____ attitude. yea, thanks man! ,fcker.
AFTER school was HENG Man. like finally, sch is over.
fun moments as ika said she was alone after aida went home so she headed to my port.
hahaha. super kental lah she. had fun laughs and all.
especially the gging home part =P confirm mard jelous uh denga camni. huahua.
and finally she gets to see ____'s blog and she thinks she's a fucker too.right dayak?]
:) urmmm .. tommorrowwww!!! bleahs.have np tau so u guys pandai2 tunggu lurh. ika. pls get it readyyy.oh and i hate fika for not wanting to xchange fone wimme for a while onie. i mean we got the same model and mine's in a better condition and urm got more memory space cann. you suck. and you said friday leyh tuka. hrmm, why ehh. IF FRIDAY sim card pon kene tuka. and oh yea, i still want to know where were you on valentine's :D plusplus a val gift from ika. &&she owes me roses and i owe roses.wtf. tml's the due date.

so yea. summarised. life's boring. but fun when i have friends.

some valentine's present.


from valentine <3

from mommy :D

dearest girlfriends/boyfriends :)

silvery (",)

ohh&me with longggg hair. huahua

fika , dont deny that its nicer than ursss. and so is the texture. :D

sis and me. it has been long since we even talk. :))

O lvl results was a whoreee. it scared like 546464864 people can?

haha. especially those sec threes like humyrah,fidah,nabila and me :)

darnnn.im so scared i could have just ran out of singapore or sth.

btw, i would like to congratulate my lovelies.

People like izza who did extremely well with a TWELVE(not including cca)
HUDA-->she got distinction for MATHS. zomg. NERD.
sab&yasmin-->they did well toos.
eugene sir.
jun kai sir.
sarah&sary.
AND ALL WHOM I SAW YOUR AMAZINGLY WONDERFOOOOL RESULTS. its like.woahh.
i dont even think i can make it trough sec three common test x.x
how the hell to go up to sec four?hah.

&&TO THE TOP SCORERS;liking the look of your tomato red face :D *grinz*

well, its a sunday already. time flies and i wish i could speed up.

♥goodbye♥

Quick updates? ohhkay.

SUNDAY.
Me,dee,kak zuzu,and faris went to a studytrip to esplanade.:D
¬es for people. iddy is not a good road-crossing partner.
kak zuzu was wayyy embarrassed. hah.
well, firstly me and dee went to (__________) for a class t-shirt lookout.
then after that, headed to paperpeople! see some nice lovely sexy shits and went out.
dee damaged the paperpeople door with the half-heart keychain faris gave her. haha.
then we met up with kak zuzu and faris and headed to the ljs.
lame crap can. hahah. fariddy mahs. cnt blame.me and kak zuzu COOL people lurh (:
then went to study at err. esplanade library.(stating the main stuffs only lur)
haha.then we like camwhored outside esplanade but i still havnt got it yet.
iddy did some lame stuff(as per normal) like brought me running round the circle lift just cause i said how i wish it would twist.
and like we played that tickling neck thingy det really made us high.
and thanks to wahidah's ever so beloved boyfriend me and kak zuzu ran like mad people.
and he made us stick with the pool water that he splashed(into my face!)
fariddy was all lame standing in the middle turning round n round trying to escape
from one another. haha. cutenahhhh.headed home.met _____.wanted to study with ____
but tak jadi due to some unforseen reasons.latif promises to join us after valentine's day.ihopeistillcanmakeit

MONDAY
After higher malay, i met dee and ree at ljs. we were craving for it(me and dee) especially the sundae pie. hahah.WHICH REE calls fatty pie!was funny crap lurh.
the whole day made me smile. seriously, i love those girls of mine. they never fail to make me smile when im all crapped up.then we headed to the army shop(talkaboutnotknowingwheretheplaceis!!). bought the badges. saw cool stuufs. :D i took a very absurd picture of dee and a normal one of ree. heh.ended up meeting ika and her friends at bedok int. took 17 to ws. wanted to study but ika no more study mood(psl kwn keper..haha).she got one funneyh fren called aidil( i guess) hah.we walked around and bought some food.headed home>sthidnwnnsy.

Tuesday
mr tan's class was a whore. like the whole class practically laughed at me can? it was my fault for my immediate reaction. it was only meant for iddy to hear.
it went like this.
MRtan:(tells us about this newpaper article about guys decreasing hormones)
mrtan:"what if one day the world is without guys"
me:(super dumbly tershoot out)"boring sehh"
class+mrtan:(laughs like shit)

zomg. its like super random can! why nowadays evrything i do/say is funny. i clown ah iddy? power.

then had np and all. got the sana cert which is wif nadia now.met ____ at downtown bustop. headed to stdy off with a friend after that.my mum called all of my friends.none of them could get tru me.cept iddy. luckily.ndntwsove.

WEDNesday.

i hated the blardy trafic this morning. it made like i dunnoe effing how many people from tampines or beyond got late and have pc to serve. i guess my name will be called cause like i had hmly and didnt ask any teacher to sign the excuse.damn its lah hsc.
its like i went out of my house at 8. quite early siow. then i see like 21 super slow. so me and another haisian took 81. i stopped at the tpjc bustop and took 17 with this other guys.the bus left the bustop at arnd 8.05. the girl took a cab from esso. know what. we were stuck at the same place for like effing 50 mins can. as u've guessed. we were wayyy late. even the girl who took the cab reached same time. it proves that the jam was just too heavy. it even came out on the radio. i think ridiculous luh the people. whats the effing point?say what. this one always happen u shud noe. i noe lah every weds what time the bus comes and shits.as a result, alot of people were late. batch by batch. some was even worse lah cause they were from further plcs. but once the bus stepped into pasir ris, it was quite smooth.
i think my bus driver was nice. knowing that we all are (obviously) super late for sch and whatnot. hedidsthsth.hah.evilll.

well, i need to serve pc when?i dont know when im free enough to do so. urghhh.

itsover.its all over.thanks for evrything.

shooting was fun can? hahha. not really. was a whore with the conflict we had, the things SHE saw and th' incidents that happened. but the sleep during the trip to there and back was HEAVENLY. luckily ina wasnt der to folow us home cause sthsth.(ina, if u read this, ask me). back to sch still need to train !!! well, maybe we really need to buck up lurh. i<3theCIs cause they're really the ones who we owe to. the effort and the commitment.

mr raj told us we had to leave sch while we were busy getting scolded for the shittish drills so yea. the toilets were all closed so in the end the girls changed at alternative space and the guys at the one near the security guard's hse.

shahidah ma'am said that haha. i like the idea. but then she changed her mind. she said, together with eugene sir, "if we all uh we change together. like who also want to see lurh." and eugene sir agreed. hah. =P

♥ilovenp;nploveme♥

-congrats to the guys and myrah who got marksmen and myrah who got her seargant :)))) ILOVEYOU.

I WENT TO THE FINALLLLLLS :) hahahaha.

it was uber funnnnn, really. but i didnt loose my voice.

cicakman was cute and th' orangputehs in front of me was rocking! hahaha.

&the two naked guys at farizah's side. :)

so in the end i met some ppl.

like galah and his frenz, sheikh haekal, syahmir and sheikh,s. im and s. siti,)iknow ili was der),one of the csc bdk and etc lurrr.

I LOVE IKA,DYK,FUAD,FAISAL(ZAHIRTKDE)&&the guy who lend me his jacket plus the two other friends. syg krng sumerr...

after the match had to seperate with em. went heading tamp with him and his kwn2. dhen go eat and etc at mcd. then blablabla..finally reach hm at two :) and start sleeping at three. which meant i had only 2.5 hrs of sleep befor waking up for the next day.

today, mr FARIS appeared at our class door. and guess who's excites*nudge iddy*.
haha. after sch, i met ika to return her lost wallet(which thanks to me and him , she got it back)..and we jln2 arnd till 8.40 when i reached home. it has been long since i had open bestfriendly talks with her cause all this while we've met alot(toomuch maybe) that it seems to be for granted and its normal life-ly talks only.

and now i remmbered i hafto do all those undone overdued work by tonite as well as study for two test so imma kill meself nowwwwww.

its like 2hrs 50 mins more? bahhhhh. need to stay awake 0.o

♥020107♥

I hope things are getting better. Well, at least i think it is :)

If its not then i hope it will be soon?

urmm. to iddy, SMILE ALWAYS KAY BABE. you got me no matter what happens :D

so cheer up and dont fall asleeppppp or you will get smacked/pinched-thisisforswearingright? ohkayy.too many things you've told me to do so im getting mixed up. heeeh. well whatever it is, i know you can pull through this crap.JIAYOU.heh.

urghhhhh. i wish so hard, tap my heels thrice & it still hasnt come true. will it, soon? im needing life to be ironed out for me once, please? ohkay. maybe i need to put in that tad bit effort to follow YOUR wayy. i promise, i will :)

&thanks my dear fidahh for the lesson at mcds.loveyous.

♥sacrificeseachday♥

im feeling superly disgusted cann. heh. Ika & dyk would feelthatwaytooiftheyknew.

its like wtfh is up with her. fine, maybe we're not suppose to care bout her life & whatnot lur but we're her friends so TOO BAD, DUDE.

Stop faking for the sake of gaining jelousy will you? it hurts him if he were to know you love cause others are busy chasing him shit.

its like. kinda gaining popularity tru his name ya'know. we dont really like the fact you're acting all so menyampah-ish.

super ewwwish lurh. sayang glur uh ngan kau ni macam. ur turning into someone just like HER. &&dare you say she's all so ewwwwwwww cause like 24 jam with youknowwho.right luh cannn. i bet there's no commenting in ur blog dets enabled cause if not ur b flooded by critics. :) so sad for you, nolifeperson.

oh yea, i better go shower now siow.like im still in bed can. am supposed to meet iddy and faris for mugging <33. heeh. oh shucks.lifesucks.

anyone care to help?

HEHEHE.

♥ilovesingaporeeeee♥

im back home from meeting mardhiah and shafiqa.dyk came to my house and we met ika after her nball match at small mac uhh.we were super kental sehh. super fun lur i tell you. especially at the bawah block. wah, that one cannot tahan. i must say i lost my voice,bcame stoopid and acted as if im from imh after that. mrhim picked me up from there and sent me home(which was just few blocks away) to make it up to me for just walking away when he saw us under the block. well not really,but still.

i feel so high.but bored at the sametime.weird but whatever. hayani&me=lameness.

[21:31:19] Exchanging body heat in the back seat <3 says:
i wanna save time in a bottle !!!!!!! that would be superly great bdh
[21:31:59] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
and now im a bodoh?
[21:31:59] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
cooooooool.
[21:34:39] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
thankyou.
[21:36:58] Exchanging body heat in the back seat <3 says:
hey kentaL, i feel bored. entertain mehhh
[21:37:27] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
what m i spose to do? juggle like a clown?
[21:37:28] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
howwwwwwww?
[21:38:59] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
i dont have balls,dudette.
[21:40:12] Exchanging body heat in the back seat <3 says:
you turn me on without balls. ooooo000hhhh baybeh. it kills!
[21:41:14] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
ehmigawd.
[21:41:20] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
im flattered but this is disgusting.
[21:41:29] yourstruly,HAYANI(: says:
thanx but euww?



Omg. Super bimbo. Im bored & yani doesn’t have any ballllls. shall be my ball-less partner than. Woooots. She turns me onnnn;somehow.haha

Imissyou(: oh ya, well, i think most of them should know it by monday lurh. but whatever.

i feel so good. cause i just need friends to make my day and carve the smile.

planning to meet thedudes tmr but yea.they sound half-confirmed so whatever.maybe it'll be me dyk and ika again?and some of them lurh.wondering if a certain sumone will be invited.i bet the guys will ajk ___ lurh, so no worries.

♥youmakemyday♥

and to dearest mardhiah, i think we should go to gigs somehow. cause i think we suit it there. we can then bang head on walls and go crazy like just now. i think our heavy metal song for sheikh was ass nice.i wnder why fika ddint appreaciate the music. hahah. and like sheikh was pissed much? or was it ika? i think it was her. she cares about him. she lives in denial. huahua. GUESS SO, too ? TELL MEHHH. see you tmr sis, and urm. STITCH for me pleaseeee..(: ive been waiting.

&ibadlyneedajob.onewithanicebossthatdoesntbitcharnd.

I felt so broken up inside. i felt all so messed up.
I thought i was worth like crap. Seriously.
I cried at school. & to who saw me,
i was just so screwed okayy ? dont really
need to emphasize whyy.

a mixture of fear,stress and despair.yes, suicide is the word.

Depression is a world
Depression leaves you lost
Depression drops you into a never ending black hole
You want to get help
But you can't
When you do
You wish you didn't
Depression leaves you numb
With fear
Depression leaves you no hope
No ambition
Nothing to look forward to
Tears well in your eyes
Depression leaks out
Out into the open


You dont expect to forget the time when you're at your VERY lowest in life-evrything's so wrong,you cant even figure urself out.then someone steps in and describes all sorts of stuffs abt you.PERSONAL STUFF.&suprisingly, it came from someone you highly respected.one you look up to each day.go figure. you think so? well, its hard for me kayy.cause im really a screwed up bitch.

♥dontdenyimyourWORSTbitch♥

&thanks to those who tried to make me feeel better :) syg kamu semua. but yea, you guys can drop the act to make me smile. cause i know i suck, really.

hello.

MOOD CURRENTLY:PISSED,SUPERBLY.

i guess farina would know.

i was super moody for the day, ishallkeepthereasontomyself cause i dont think im able to figure it out yet. then things eased a little and im like just irritated lurh by now.

seriously person, if you wanna be a slut, have the courtesy to at least get rid of me under your FRIENDS" list first. i got no pride, honour and glory in being YOUR friend. well, i thought friends=role model so i have them to lead me right, not encourage me wrong.i admit, i was hurt. but whatever, i dont wanna care anymore. i know im worse or whatnot right so yea.like you've said always. you're more "decent" than meehhhh.

bahh, and from NP till now i still havent done anth yet cept be on the comp. i got no fucken moood.

&&i big blardy bee just buzzed into my hse and i was like busy running+screaming.

i think im retarded;especially my friends always laugh at my reactions . WTFH.

♥ihateyou♥

i had a sudden "imissthem" feeling for my babes<3 serious. bahhhhh. told fidah i miss her.haha.hardly had "a word" with her anymore.and yea, inaaa.its been ever since we smsed/talked/chat/saidHI. so yea, i miss you, you and you. *HUGS*

ohand hmt ride back home is , again, LOVE <3 me hearts them.



Nor FARINA bte Khamis
Hey, this is my ultimate bestie. i <3 her to death, heh. She rocks my life with her jokes and her support. I smile when she smiles . I kinda miss her loads. Its like been ever since we had the bestfriend kinda talk , or to think of it, even say HI. Well, im glad there's still np for us (: i seriously miss you, bestfriend. i want bonding time someday, please? Oh, 'nd btw people, she's my all in all.hUrt her and i'll KILL you.




Nur HUMAIRAH bte Hasim
She's like my life. Without her, i dont think living life would be ever so possible. She's CUTE and like super clever. I like it when we gossip and study together.MEMORISEEEEE.well yea, she's wayyy cleverer at doing it lurh. She helps me alot in work and stuff. i <3 her. i miss times we spend laughing just about anything we see. and errmm, like gossiping about others like crazy. and trynna memorise notes together before dnt test.heh.remmber? :) imissyousyg. np keeps me talking to her.




Nur RAFIDAH bte roslan
This girl here, is my loveliest chinadoll. hehe. ONLY some people would know that.Ones that have seen her that way of course. i love her. seriously. without her around, i wont have the mood to do projects or even go to higher malay. she gives me the jist of energy i need for these stuffs. i miss history with her. sitting in the classroom with her and ina. <3 she helped us like super alot. i love her. ineedyoubackwithme.ok mushy shits, but i miss her sehh! i told her that just now but she like said we meet evryday. but i like went i miss her in a bestfriend wayyyy.its been long since we acted bestfriendly.




NABILA banu bte mohd. hassan
hello. this girl is nabila. ive never regretted being her friend. not at all.We're in the same class and we're like superfriends now so i dont miss her as much as them. :) she makes me laugh of lameness and smile of joy. i hearts her. well , hoping one day we would be bffsforlife? . hugs .




Siti HAYANI bte md. ariff
she's like my best crapper. WEll, she makes boredom turns into fun lurh. during hml and all. im happy we see each other evry mon and weds in hml. :) so yea. she can help me alot in malay cause she's like damnnnnn good in it and like the best. she's one of the reasons i never skipped hml yet(minus first lesson of coursE).hanging out with her would be fun i guess? :D sygkamo.ohandshe'sEXPERIENCEDamongthem.haha.




KIM jamie neubronner
This is one hell of a girl ;D she makes us all go crazy, seriously. bitchy she can be but she's still my bestbud. She does most things with me when it comes to register order. For example homec and ipw and whtnt.HEH, remmber those homec times. she can also be super disgusting,flirty.perv,hornyy.ilikethehornypartbutwhatever!hehe.imissyourloudnessbabe,iwannabitchwithyousoon.BAHHHHHH.




Nur'AFIFAH bte md. hussain

she's the decent one.yetsuperLOVEly.pretty she is.guys go for her.*hinthint*ilikeher.talking to her after hmt and all ya know. fun uhh. likes it when she goes red or roll her eyes onstage or sths. hahha. pretty and sweet :) she's a nice friend. she helps and give advices. kawaii girl :D she's unavailable however so yea.sorry dudes out there.hopingtotalkmorewithher :)




Ong NUAN TING

she's a brainy person. any doubts in studies(esp maths) i'll seek for her. no doubt, she's fun to crap with too. heh. well, i dont normally hang out with her but we did well as a group of 2e1 babes<3 hopingtobefriendsforever.




Siti KHAIRUNNISA bte abdullah

THIS babe is all about LOVE. totally. she just irk-ed me out just now with her "cat touch". oh man, if any of you guys were to be her boyfriend , you have to learn to be superrrr manje. cause she's that type of chick. well, being her friend is nice anyhows. makes you be right and like laugh out of nothing :) she's another friend i can count on. and she un-bore me during hmly. i like this girl :D




Nur WAHIDAH bte samat

here's an introduction to my new found friend,sides those old "frenly" times we had and err.during np all all.SHE'S PETOM,BTW. she's a mad women. she laughs like nobody's business.seriously.and like everything i does is hilarious to her. she gets excited easily and goes crazy wimme all the time.she's an open bitch and like she's in love with FARIS.fyi, tmr's their first month so lucks to you babe!




SYAMIMI mulyani aka yantoroneverreallyknewyourfullname

Altho she's not in my lvl, doesnt feel right if i were to miss her out. She's been wimme since the rest did too :) in np, atleast.she's a greatperson to vent my anger on or talk to. she's one great girl. pretty too lurh! she's physically tough like meeee.and erm emotionally sweet?haha.SHE'Sin♥.thats all for you,hunk.




Md. AKIF bin amran

This dude's been wimme since sec one too. but never talked like close friends till it came to sec three.well,before that, i didnt know him too well. but evrytime i had problems i would tell it out to him. like i feel his the perfect person to let it out to,after my besties det is.cause his like soo..chill i guess?idunnoe.HIS LATIF BTW.(iddygavethisname)his in love with "LATIFAH".heh. well,starting to like him better. he and riandy are like bestmates i guess.hopetheLPBwouldlast,boy.




NICHOLAS seow wei ming

well this dude is just plain crazy. he's scared of me? but he's cool. super ah beng btw. heh. well, its cool getting to know him as my ex chairman as i sat side him that time. :) he's cool arnd us & when he talks to us and hangs out during rayer together. he craps but he's fine. reminds me of nicholas from np too.both like super same :D cooldudes.




MY BELOVED NPCC.

to summarize all, these are also the people i love dearly. i miss them however as the strength gets lesser day by day. the bond we had ya know. heh. I MISS MS KU too. she used to be the one to talk to and organizing our monthly trip and all.w/out her we like got no one to dpend on,sriosly. =P GO NCC girls :)

here's some random pics of my beloveds.AWWWWW.



i could never have wished for more, my <3.



IddyandHER.



Iloveus,doyou ?



farina,rafidah and humairah's handdd . hahhh,



the edit is fucken ugly, i tell u.but watta do.i found the pic & we're sweet:)



theloveofus.MISSYOUSIOW.



havent i told you i love her too. SHEROCKS.oldhairdays.bahhh



retardelicious.



cheesymoments :D



lovelyvirgins<3never forgetting her,



nilah kwn act cute2 aku.



any further i could define?tell me.



ITSLOVE.me,ina,fidah,myrah,izah&nabz.
iremmberhoweachhandlooklike.HAH.

♥itsmeandTHEM♥

hello.

its like super early in the morning. i just realised i havent study for maths after dosing off last night. was like planning to wake up and study but nooooo, dreamland had to be an obstruction so yea.

im like gonna flunk the test i guess? bahhhh ! somebody help me pleaseeeee.

imsuuperlydeadddd.

♥iloveyou♥

yesterday was fun+a whore at the end.

bahhhhh!

simply said went out at 12.30 reached home at arnd 12.00 am. earlyyy.

will elaborate sometime later. PICS will be posted soon. =)

seeyapeople.

and gdluck for the upcoming tests for my classmates..

♥lifeisshit♥

Hello people.

well, yesterday was a blast..kinda? heh.

'twas iddy's dayyyy.(she laughed alot and didnt need to pass up mathhs)

OMG. im like so wanting to read burned alive. going to th library today but i scared dun haf the book. i sriously want it. SCREW IDDY AND NABILA FOR ALRD READING IT ! bahhhh.

i dont get why i was funny during np? like hello. my reactions were humanly ok. i like wanted to sit cause i had no place and like i took nadia's shoe cause i wanna win .. tsk2.. and I REALISED THERE WAS ONE EXTRA! haha. ok lame shits. IDYY, STOP LARFING KAYY. omFREAK.

ystd, the same people were having dance. erh, ok lahh. diana went to trng alone yea?..im really starting to like det gerl alot since like erh, the end of last yr izzt.she kinda changed to me. :) i like it, alot.

so yea... im freaking stressed out with maths. if i go study alone. i'm sucha loner.if i go with people, i cant concentrate.if i go jln2 instead, my maths test is a gudbye. BAHHHH..

&&i wonder why SHE calld me ystd. i didnt pick up.was waiting for ila's msg. never came.

FCUKINGSHIT! I LOST MY SIM CARD(THE 815 NUMBER.)all due to np lahh. when i changed to pt kit. bahhhh. damn its. life is crappish.

whats with iddy and petom rocks sehh? i think like beylo rocks-er.

NP was okayy i guess. GOT to skip eng and half of physics :)

shooting was a whore. hahaha. especially for the first group of people.

mr sheun got mad by the end of the day, i guess? hah. fine;wdv.

me, ina and siti had one hell of a time... :D yahh baybeh.

i wanna read further on...bring the book kayy !!(toyouknowho)..


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ILOVETIMESWITH THEM AGAIN:D

OH AND NADIA,SHU2 AND JOEYY IS KENTAL BDH ! omg..GOLDEN VILLAGE? haha.right lur nadia.

=P

♥imissmygalah♥

hello people :)

hahhaha. American idol is <33333333. hahah. made me not do my homework at all..

In the midst of me and my mom watching the show.

*sister stomps in room*
sis:*started singing titanic song*
mom:congratulations, you've on board the american idiot.
sis:ehhhh, my friends all say i sing nice okehh
mom:your friends ears are full of waxxxxx.

HAHAHA.


ehh, imissmydude.


WHO WANNA WATCH HEROES WITH ME ON 31ST JAN?i looove the ad. i mean i cant wait fr the show to come out !!! i think its so nice :) heh, any movie daters? =P

♥insearchoffriends♥

ride home was <33 .hehh. well. maybe yarr. was pissed when i came but happy when i left (: hml is CINTA. heh.

i srsly think they should do something. weell, someone said to me there's a reason why people meet each other. why friends became friends in the first place. god made it fate.(: yup fate.

Like me and nabila. Well,when she came at first. I was doubtful. In the end i wasnt so happy to be in 3e4 but we landed in the same class anyways. The reason was for me to get to know her better. Befriend her. Well, she's a nice friend, really.I mean like what was said about her during the fight was like all messed up.It goes the same to iddy too.HEH.&&all my other beloved darlinggs.Tho we may not see us that often, tho we may not blabber on the fone anymore, tho we may not go out for dates, ur still in my mind, dear friends. So maybe SHE was made to befriend with you girls cause u girls are the ones who will(maybe) be able to endure her and make her change. Or well, just maybe, finally know that she's not the person you guys expected for? i dont know lurh. well i like you girls, really <#3 the courage and the silence and the lasting through.WOW. hehe. she's just in love with **** i guess. wants her too much.

wow. && yea. who thinks having a man in ur life is sucha big deal?well, dont need to boast it if you do kayy. like you're not the only one in the world with THAT HOT DUDE of yours,if he is one.bahh.

♥imissmydude♥