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livejournal. would not be used anymore cause i like dont know how to function it that well. toodles <3333

Yesterday was super fun cann.

firstly,mardhiah came to my house at around four plus after meeting faisal. then fika came. and then fuad. we slacked around then decided to lepak at the playground.

mard was really depressed cause she didnt get to study. sorry babe, i promise the next time kay. today or tml!
haha&playground was a whore. we acted like setans man. haha. fuad was suckish. i took his bag, his cap and his watch. then tk happy nk keja2. da gitwuh. he carried me and turned me over then he put me on the ground. this is when, i unconciously sprained my wrist i guess.(but he apologised after i called him to tell).but its getting ok already. haha. and fika got her reward, not me. cause why? i had asthma kejar-ing him like mad. damn its. ahha. i dont care lah. you owe me means you owe me kay.

but he says that he'll never meet us if there's no other guy followin ever again cause we like to bully him. hello, you were super rough wimme kay. look at the video lah ika record during the challenge and all. tk respect gegerl uh kau.

lets see next time alright.and this time you cant go home early. ! =P

after he went off.me , mard and ika waited for him to come.
walau.my hp got scratched by fuad already bad enough. i was talking2 then i suddenly terlepaskn the hp and it slammed on the pavement. i was so shocked i like couldnt pick it up back. haha. lame sia.

finally, he met us and we headed tm to teman ika jumper her sheikh and urm mard headed home.(haiish).over there we're like so0o0per blur of where to head. ika and sheikh lah.da nk kua tatau ner nk g. then went inside CS. naek2 tingkat behtu.in the end, we said puas atie g lepak bwh block or sth kan. so we did that. went to sumplce near tm and sat. i played swing with sheikh. then fika. haha. i like the way i play swing with fika. got alot of nice STYLES. huahua. disgusting, really.

he kept quiet all th way so i got mad and started to ignore his presence.talked to sheikh and ika.crapped alot with the 7up. then we all hadto head home. sheikh took a cab..ika, me and him walked to the mrt.ika took mrt and me and him walked home.

i kept stonely quiet all the way as he asks questions like "Asal diam jer and whatnot". haha. but finally when reaching i starteed to talk cause kesian (:

well, then the anger went awayy. and then saw daddy under the block so headed up after det. reached hm at ll when i promised mom at 10.30. she slept already so yea.

some picsss:DDD


me fika and fuad's hatt in my room


adidas reunite<33 blue rocks-er.


fika and fuad


me N fika & thats dyk at the background


three amigos.(dyk didnt wanna join)


guru aku tersyg <33


nk amek gambar gler uh


to fika from haneef. hah. jadikn dyer ex kau uh bkn aku. haha


nk step malu2.dalah bisuuuu.


dengR2,best per amek gmbr nie mcm.

♥that'sallfolks♥

12-13 feb
school has been a (whore). seriously.
its like bleahhhs. im never doing anything right like that.
wtfh. shall be happy cause the next day's val.hardly any hw still :D

14th feb.
even worse. dreaded sch. but no hw, again :)
met him at six under the blck. saw farah at outside sch bustop.
went to sumwhere near the connecter to somewhere near town park to pasir ris park.
the trip home from pasir ris park to interchnge=WOW. slept the whole way. super tired.(not mentioning super pissed cause im determined to get ZERO for hmly ca.WOW.EXCITING SIOL).then the trip from int to home was even nicer. the bus had better air con and i slept even longer. woahhh. finally went home at eleven :)

15th feb
School was err. like ohkay uh. the day was super elongated can. blahhh.felt like aeons.
erh, i hated the period after pe.yes, recess. cause of ___ and ___ and her ____ attitude. yea, thanks man! ,fcker.
AFTER school was HENG Man. like finally, sch is over.
fun moments as ika said she was alone after aida went home so she headed to my port.
hahaha. super kental lah she. had fun laughs and all.
especially the gging home part =P confirm mard jelous uh denga camni. huahua.
and finally she gets to see ____'s blog and she thinks she's a fucker too.right dayak?]
:) urmmm .. tommorrowwww!!! bleahs.have np tau so u guys pandai2 tunggu lurh. ika. pls get it readyyy.oh and i hate fika for not wanting to xchange fone wimme for a while onie. i mean we got the same model and mine's in a better condition and urm got more memory space cann. you suck. and you said friday leyh tuka. hrmm, why ehh. IF FRIDAY sim card pon kene tuka. and oh yea, i still want to know where were you on valentine's :D plusplus a val gift from ika. &&she owes me roses and i owe roses.wtf. tml's the due date.

so yea. summarised. life's boring. but fun when i have friends.

some valentine's present.


from valentine <3

from mommy :D

dearest girlfriends/boyfriends :)

silvery (",)

ohh&me with longggg hair. huahua

fika , dont deny that its nicer than ursss. and so is the texture. :D

sis and me. it has been long since we even talk. :))

O lvl results was a whoreee. it scared like 546464864 people can?

haha. especially those sec threes like humyrah,fidah,nabila and me :)

darnnn.im so scared i could have just ran out of singapore or sth.

btw, i would like to congratulate my lovelies.

People like izza who did extremely well with a TWELVE(not including cca)
HUDA-->she got distinction for MATHS. zomg. NERD.
sab&yasmin-->they did well toos.
eugene sir.
jun kai sir.
sarah&sary.
AND ALL WHOM I SAW YOUR AMAZINGLY WONDERFOOOOL RESULTS. its like.woahh.
i dont even think i can make it trough sec three common test x.x
how the hell to go up to sec four?hah.

&&TO THE TOP SCORERS;liking the look of your tomato red face :D *grinz*

well, its a sunday already. time flies and i wish i could speed up.

♥goodbye♥

Quick updates? ohhkay.

SUNDAY.
Me,dee,kak zuzu,and faris went to a studytrip to esplanade.:D
¬es for people. iddy is not a good road-crossing partner.
kak zuzu was wayyy embarrassed. hah.
well, firstly me and dee went to (__________) for a class t-shirt lookout.
then after that, headed to paperpeople! see some nice lovely sexy shits and went out.
dee damaged the paperpeople door with the half-heart keychain faris gave her. haha.
then we met up with kak zuzu and faris and headed to the ljs.
lame crap can. hahah. fariddy mahs. cnt blame.me and kak zuzu COOL people lurh (:
then went to study at err. esplanade library.(stating the main stuffs only lur)
haha.then we like camwhored outside esplanade but i still havnt got it yet.
iddy did some lame stuff(as per normal) like brought me running round the circle lift just cause i said how i wish it would twist.
and like we played that tickling neck thingy det really made us high.
and thanks to wahidah's ever so beloved boyfriend me and kak zuzu ran like mad people.
and he made us stick with the pool water that he splashed(into my face!)
fariddy was all lame standing in the middle turning round n round trying to escape
from one another. haha. cutenahhhh.headed home.met _____.wanted to study with ____
but tak jadi due to some unforseen reasons.latif promises to join us after valentine's day.ihopeistillcanmakeit

MONDAY
After higher malay, i met dee and ree at ljs. we were craving for it(me and dee) especially the sundae pie. hahah.WHICH REE calls fatty pie!was funny crap lurh.
the whole day made me smile. seriously, i love those girls of mine. they never fail to make me smile when im all crapped up.then we headed to the army shop(talkaboutnotknowingwheretheplaceis!!). bought the badges. saw cool stuufs. :D i took a very absurd picture of dee and a normal one of ree. heh.ended up meeting ika and her friends at bedok int. took 17 to ws. wanted to study but ika no more study mood(psl kwn keper..haha).she got one funneyh fren called aidil( i guess) hah.we walked around and bought some food.headed home>sthidnwnnsy.

Tuesday
mr tan's class was a whore. like the whole class practically laughed at me can? it was my fault for my immediate reaction. it was only meant for iddy to hear.
it went like this.
MRtan:(tells us about this newpaper article about guys decreasing hormones)
mrtan:"what if one day the world is without guys"
me:(super dumbly tershoot out)"boring sehh"
class+mrtan:(laughs like shit)

zomg. its like super random can! why nowadays evrything i do/say is funny. i clown ah iddy? power.

then had np and all. got the sana cert which is wif nadia now.met ____ at downtown bustop. headed to stdy off with a friend after that.my mum called all of my friends.none of them could get tru me.cept iddy. luckily.ndntwsove.

WEDNesday.

i hated the blardy trafic this morning. it made like i dunnoe effing how many people from tampines or beyond got late and have pc to serve. i guess my name will be called cause like i had hmly and didnt ask any teacher to sign the excuse.damn its lah hsc.
its like i went out of my house at 8. quite early siow. then i see like 21 super slow. so me and another haisian took 81. i stopped at the tpjc bustop and took 17 with this other guys.the bus left the bustop at arnd 8.05. the girl took a cab from esso. know what. we were stuck at the same place for like effing 50 mins can. as u've guessed. we were wayyy late. even the girl who took the cab reached same time. it proves that the jam was just too heavy. it even came out on the radio. i think ridiculous luh the people. whats the effing point?say what. this one always happen u shud noe. i noe lah every weds what time the bus comes and shits.as a result, alot of people were late. batch by batch. some was even worse lah cause they were from further plcs. but once the bus stepped into pasir ris, it was quite smooth.
i think my bus driver was nice. knowing that we all are (obviously) super late for sch and whatnot. hedidsthsth.hah.evilll.

well, i need to serve pc when?i dont know when im free enough to do so. urghhh.

itsover.its all over.thanks for evrything.

shooting was fun can? hahha. not really. was a whore with the conflict we had, the things SHE saw and th' incidents that happened. but the sleep during the trip to there and back was HEAVENLY. luckily ina wasnt der to folow us home cause sthsth.(ina, if u read this, ask me). back to sch still need to train !!! well, maybe we really need to buck up lurh. i<3theCIs cause they're really the ones who we owe to. the effort and the commitment.

mr raj told us we had to leave sch while we were busy getting scolded for the shittish drills so yea. the toilets were all closed so in the end the girls changed at alternative space and the guys at the one near the security guard's hse.

shahidah ma'am said that haha. i like the idea. but then she changed her mind. she said, together with eugene sir, "if we all uh we change together. like who also want to see lurh." and eugene sir agreed. hah. =P

♥ilovenp;nploveme♥

-congrats to the guys and myrah who got marksmen and myrah who got her seargant :)))) ILOVEYOU.

I WENT TO THE FINALLLLLLS :) hahahaha.

it was uber funnnnn, really. but i didnt loose my voice.

cicakman was cute and th' orangputehs in front of me was rocking! hahaha.

&the two naked guys at farizah's side. :)

so in the end i met some ppl.

like galah and his frenz, sheikh haekal, syahmir and sheikh,s. im and s. siti,)iknow ili was der),one of the csc bdk and etc lurrr.

I LOVE IKA,DYK,FUAD,FAISAL(ZAHIRTKDE)&&the guy who lend me his jacket plus the two other friends. syg krng sumerr...

after the match had to seperate with em. went heading tamp with him and his kwn2. dhen go eat and etc at mcd. then blablabla..finally reach hm at two :) and start sleeping at three. which meant i had only 2.5 hrs of sleep befor waking up for the next day.

today, mr FARIS appeared at our class door. and guess who's excites*nudge iddy*.
haha. after sch, i met ika to return her lost wallet(which thanks to me and him , she got it back)..and we jln2 arnd till 8.40 when i reached home. it has been long since i had open bestfriendly talks with her cause all this while we've met alot(toomuch maybe) that it seems to be for granted and its normal life-ly talks only.

and now i remmbered i hafto do all those undone overdued work by tonite as well as study for two test so imma kill meself nowwwwww.

its like 2hrs 50 mins more? bahhhhh. need to stay awake 0.o

♥020107♥

I hope things are getting better. Well, at least i think it is :)

If its not then i hope it will be soon?

urmm. to iddy, SMILE ALWAYS KAY BABE. you got me no matter what happens :D

so cheer up and dont fall asleeppppp or you will get smacked/pinched-thisisforswearingright? ohkayy.too many things you've told me to do so im getting mixed up. heeeh. well whatever it is, i know you can pull through this crap.JIAYOU.heh.

urghhhhh. i wish so hard, tap my heels thrice & it still hasnt come true. will it, soon? im needing life to be ironed out for me once, please? ohkay. maybe i need to put in that tad bit effort to follow YOUR wayy. i promise, i will :)

&thanks my dear fidahh for the lesson at mcds.loveyous.

♥sacrificeseachday♥

im feeling superly disgusted cann. heh. Ika & dyk would feelthatwaytooiftheyknew.

its like wtfh is up with her. fine, maybe we're not suppose to care bout her life & whatnot lur but we're her friends so TOO BAD, DUDE.

Stop faking for the sake of gaining jelousy will you? it hurts him if he were to know you love cause others are busy chasing him shit.

its like. kinda gaining popularity tru his name ya'know. we dont really like the fact you're acting all so menyampah-ish.

super ewwwish lurh. sayang glur uh ngan kau ni macam. ur turning into someone just like HER. &&dare you say she's all so ewwwwwwww cause like 24 jam with youknowwho.right luh cannn. i bet there's no commenting in ur blog dets enabled cause if not ur b flooded by critics. :) so sad for you, nolifeperson.

oh yea, i better go shower now siow.like im still in bed can. am supposed to meet iddy and faris for mugging <33. heeh. oh shucks.lifesucks.

anyone care to help?

HEHEHE.

♥ilovesingaporeeeee♥